Well yesterday was a great day. We went to church and Faith managed to stay in the nursery without me for maybe 15 minutes, i know it's not much but it's something to grow on. Of course when i did have to go back in, she was so freaked out it took her a long time to calm back down and that made me sad, but it's a start.
Anyway after church Faith went home with Grandma for the day/night so that mom & dad could enjoy a day alone and have a nice dinner to celebrate my birthday (which is actually today). Anyway we went shopping and had a great dinner, came home and had a really good night and i got some nice sleep. Now i'm up and doing all my normal morning things, without my helper. In some ways it is nice without Faith (shopping is easier, eating out is quieter and easier, i sleep a little better, more peaceful in the morning) but for the most part it stinks, cause a part of me isn't here and i miss her terrible. I think about what she would be doing right now (watching Tiger & Pooh and generally bugging mama while she's doing her online & coffee morning thing). Last night at dinner the next table over had a girl same age as Faith, doing some of the same thing Faith does, made my heart ache missing her.
So yes it was a great day, but i miss my girl and daddy will be picking her up soon (after he visits with dad for a while) and I'll be excited to have her back home following me around and helping :-)