Yes obviously he's been sick for quite some time but now it's possible he's got the flu or something of that nature. I guess he's running a fever. I thought at first he just thought he was sick because he's so run down, but mom said they did run a flu test or something. So now i have the added burden of do i take Faith to see him and risk her getting sick? She had her flu shot. I certainly don't want to keep her away if I don't have to. I certainly don't want to stay away. I want to see him for however much longer i have. Of course there is also the looming fact that if he is in fact sick with the flu, this could be the end for sure.
This afternoon i would have loved to just dig a hole and hide for a while. I just can't face anything right now, it's too hard. Some days i'm okay and accepting of what's going on, other days i just feel so incredibly lost.
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Sarah, I can't even imagine the emotions and sadness churning around in you. I am praying for your dad and for you guys.
Ellen
Hey Girl-I saw that you called last night, but I was at the school with PTO crap til late. I should be home all night tonight (I say "should") if you want to chat. Hang in there....wish I had better, more comforting words for you.
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